Monday, May 01, 2006
whew...one more paper left
been an eventful week for me the last weekend
in a sense, feelings and questions from the past surfaced again....somehow, it has been lingering here and there. The tension never faded. why?
sometimes I think, I'd rather remain like a kid. So I wun noe the feuds and disparity relationships hold. Because I realise sometimes that people close to you can turn their back on you, back stab you even....
sometimes they think they know you well, but maybe, they jus think they do....
why does it feel like im caught between two? both have good intentions, just not for each other...
but through that i learnt...
i never want a relationship like that...
like you never know if u can really trust...
the person in front of you...
it doesn't even matter anymore...
even if it is your relative...
because it seems...
blood relation ....
is juz a facade....
disputes and arguments can be rife in a family...
when nobody understands..
what each other think and feel..
when one fears that another is going to override that person
its amazing....
now i realise...
going against a person who have a special bond with the child can hurt the child more than you think...
but people
are selfish by nature...
but love isn't
the God kind of love isn't
so no matter what comes against us,
we will stil LOVE...
beacuse men were not made to be alone....
Posted by Beautiful Storm at 11:28 PM
me
michelle he
eligible for R21 movies
singapore:. my fine city...
NUS
tat's all folks
...nothin more interesting bout me
.:whims and fancies:.
GOD
windsurfing
music ...mainly Christian n jazz
vanilla
my darlin mac
spaghettti....
TV drama serials
lets see...did I mention God?..oh..yeah..*grinz*
.:nonsensical chatter:.
y does all the nice shows come when u cant watch em??!!
some nice show on local tv...
Seed of Hope 7pm Everyday Chn 8: feel good show on a social worker's life
Makan places Lost and found Chn 5 8pm Every Tuesday
Some travelling show on CHn U 830pm
Jewel in the Palace Everyday ChnU 10pm: reel life to real life
Kang Xi Lai Le Chn U Saturday nights 1130pm: Hillarious except i dun get to watch it unless its on youtube