Sunday, October 30, 2005

you think i am strong
but i am not
you dont see my insecurities
you dun see how i juz wanna let down that guard

you think i am mature
i juz wanna be me
will u let me?

you think i can hold up so many responsibility
but you dun noe i dun like them
you dun noe i see them as burdens

you expect so much from me
yet u dun say much
and not even when u are disappointed
when i let u down

you think this
i think that
this is not the first time
yet it has not been resolve
but i am going to do it
to give in

Will u now let me be me...
So I know I am not juz part of some plan...
Can I trust in my own heart...
ANd His plan...
though I noe that in your heart I can be much more
but I am happy now...can you see that?

Posted by Beautiful Storm at 12:34 AM

Friday, October 28, 2005

isnt it amazin' how the world seems to be beckoning to me
"explore me!"

the yearning to travel is greater than ever,
i have always found ways to travel
visited many places, wierd places normal people wun think of going for a normal psyco centric holiday
Inner Mongolia
Harbin in WINTER!...-40 degree celcius
Yellowstone for two mths...cut off from the rest of the world...in every literal sense

hmm...i even have a travel list

Places I wanna go
1. Taiwan
2. Canada
3. Yunnan
4. NZ/Tas
5. Europe
6. South Americas
7. rest of USA
8. South Africa

sheesh...i think i juz basically listed the whole world..jeez...

haha

i'm too excited bout the trip le....its rubbing off...

but before i enjoy...EXAMS
*sigh*
*wakes up*
aiyoh...forever daydreaming......

but a dream is a wish your heart makes
and every little achievement starts from that small seed called 'dream'

;)

Posted by Beautiful Storm at 10:43 PM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

We've been on the run
Driving in the sun
Looking out for #1
California here we come
Right back where we started from

Hustlers grab your guns
Your shadow weighs a ton
Driving down the 101
California here we come
Right back where we started from

California!
Here we come!

On the stereo
Listen as we go
Nothing's gonna stop me now
California here we come
Right back where we started from
Pedal to the floor
Thinkin' of the roar
Gotta get us to the show
California here we come
Right back where we started from

California!
Here we come!


haha...so long never blog le..but wellll

this song describes the whole feeling of travel in California like...wad...3mths ago?..everytime i hear it will bring back memories
drive along the coast...at night...blasting our songs...getting traumatised by edward's driving...n the chinese songs lyn n jing sings only afew phrases..
good mermories...bad memories...still lives

oh well...juz finished an assignment due tom...got 2 more to go!!..its the time of the yr...assignments.projects.essays.n the list goes on

ahah...the comfort of all isss....holiday!!!flying off for a white christmas..lalalal
should i go taiwan too..hmmm

i juz watched wang zi bian qing wa...episode 1 and 20
that is the first and last episode!!!!!-_-

Posted by Beautiful Storm at 10:14 PM